Started south ratchet with no friends and i can end it the exact same way ✌
Toast for the douchebags, toast for the scumbags, and a toast for the jerk offs
I promised myself i would never regret micheal, and still i dont have a reason to. Only thing i regret is not being able to have a few more years with him. In my opinion, that relationship was what i called true love, and it was the only thing that i believed in. Everyday i pray just to have a those last minutes with him, just to say goodbye or to leave with him. Part of me has been missing and thats because i gave my heart away years ago. I will never get that back, that love, that happiness, that satisfaction. Now i settle for what i think i deserve, but not what i really should have. I never thought so low of myself, and after his passing away, idk why i keep trying to get myself better. Everything has gone down hill from it. I lost my faith, my heart, my soul, and one and only true love.
They say I’m a great girl but if i truly was, then why do i always get hurt?
I hate confrontations with guys. I always get hurt in the end either physically or emotionally
Be lied to and pretend to be happy, or know the truth and feel miserable?
Still till this day I blame myself. And as dumb as that sounds i do, because i dont understand what is it that i do so wrong that im just bound to get hurt in the end?
